As my last week in Chicago swiftly approaches I am forced to think about all that has brought me to and through my experiences here in this great city. I think back to my freshman year when I sat with my new nursing advisor to devise my plan of study for the next four years. I can still remember answering with alacrity “Yes of course, I’d love to go,” when asked if I’d be interested in completing an internship in Chicago during my final semester of college. I was warned that such an internship would require a much higher degree of autonomy, responsibility, and maturity. I had not assumed any nursing skills in my education at this point and the prospect of practicing with a greater degree of autonomy was both inspiring but also daunting. Still, I told myself that it would be a challenge worthwhile. The accretion of nursing knowledge I gained during my educational career at Hope was no doubt rich and comprehensive. However, at the conclusion of every clinical rotation I continued to evaluate myself as lacking confidence in my skills and as a professional nurse. Thus, increasing my confidence as a nurse was among my top goals as I began my internship rotation at Northwestern Memorial Hospital.
I must admit, in the beginning of my practice I often assumed “tech-like” duties. I managed the care of solely one patient and focused on learning more about the institutional policies, procedures, and tasks. Fourteen weeks later, I now manage a patient load of 4-5 patients, assuming almost all nursing duties such as assessments, documentation, IV placement, catheter insertions, blood draws etc. Every shift I am able to comfortably and confidently walk into a patient’s room and introduce myself. I participate in all aspects of their care and have greatly improved my ability to prioritize patient needs. I must say that this internship experience has truly facilitated my transition from student nurse to professional nurse. Not only do I look forward to joining the work force in a few months but I am confident that no matter what hospital I begin my practice in, I will be able to positively contribute to the interdisciplinary health care team.
~Grace Olamijulo